She told me there was something she had to tell me.
She told me previously she did not want to see me.
She wants to meet in front of her neighbourhood. Not at her house.
Why do I feel like I know exactly what is going to happen ?
I feel like tomorrow, my world collapse. I will be nothing.
My whole life is changing. Everything that mattered to me is dying off, one by one. Nothing is replacing, either. Everything is just.. Gone.
I feel I’m sinking into the darkness again. A place I have not visited for years. I am too old to go to that place. It is for the unwise and immature. But yet it calls to me.
When she called me, I told her not to do it… But she will. I know it.
I will cry… I will cry much tomorrow.
October 09, 2009, 11:34pm
